so fuckin sick of it

So I used to talk to this nigga that wouldnt grow up. I got sick of waiting for him to grow up so I was like fuck it. Im not going deal with this Im to grown for this shit and bounced. I met my main that is still around now. My main he is around all the time and I love that he is around too. He makes me so happy and I have feelings for him but I still have feelings for that nigga. They are no where as strong as my feelings for my main but they are still there unfortunately. So then that nigga started calling and textin and blowin up my facebook, my aim, ect. He was like I want things back to the way they were and I miss you and you are the one I want to be with BLAH BLAH BLAH. I say prove it. So literally 2 days ago he is like, Im in town, I want to come over, I need to see you. I tell him no. Come to find out via facebook he was at my friends house because he is hooking up with her! WTF!!! Nigga dont give me that bullshit about I need you BLAH BLAH Bullshit. Nigga you need to go to hell. And then I feel so guilty because I have my main and he is so wonderful and he I literally wake up in his arms every morning and that is exactly where I go to sleep every night. I hate that I am not over that nigga. I really do. I dont know what to do. How do I get over him? I just want to forget him. Forget that he was ever in my life and in my heart. How do I go to sleep tonight with all this in my head? *sigh*