I Miss Him Hella Much

So I dont know what to do. Yes this is continuation of the "Relationships Are Poop". Anyway I miss him and I hella just want to tell him we are startin over and you know lets just do this. But I dont want him to think its ok to do this shit. But I dont want to keep playin games with him either. Im too old and to grown for this shit. Maybe I should just take my own advice and call him. I dont know why but I want to be with him and my heart just hurts without him.